Resist you...

I am so deeply involved
I'm so in love with you...
Even though I don't know what goes on
Inside your heart and your mind.

I can't fight anymore against that...
My feelings are stronger than me
I do love you,
But I don't want to cry for you.

Sometimes, I think you are the one...
Heaven is a witness of our life together.
I cry alone inside,
But the pleasure I get is worth every risk.

When I see you smiling,
I get weak on the knees.
I just want to get down
And get lost into my thoughts.

I can try to resist you,
You can try to resist me
I know I can't do it
I got to spend my nights with you.

You can hide yourself from me,
but I'll find you.
It doesn't matter where you are,
or the path I have to run to.

Deep inside my soul
I know I can't get you out of my life
So I just ask you to come to me
And tell me you feel the same way I do.

Screaming out ... with no voice at all

Don't ask me what to do
My mind is too closed to even think about an answer
I don't know what else to consider
Even when I'm alone in the dark.

I cry ... yes... I do that,
Specially when I'm lying on my bed,
Hanging myself to my pillow
And to the pain that consumes my soul.

Lifeless dreams come by at night
And I just want you to control me
Take me out of this emptiness
Talk to me... let me free my voice...

I'm just caught into a trap
That you've built up for me
Why do you want me as your slave
As the one you wish you could have forever.

Let me scream to the world I'm free...
Just don't look me in the eyes
Cause everything gets meaningless to me
But the fact that you exist in my own very life.

I'm screaming out loud
With no voice and no power at all...
It's all because of you
That bubbles me in and never lets me out.

Let me be me...

Yeah, I'm confused...
And I do sometimes feel like I wanna throw it all out,
Scream at the world...
Everything that I feel inside my heart.

Why don't you make things any easier for me
And let me be me...
With you, it's the only possibility I have
To show my true personality.

I don't wanna change,
Be people-pleaser...
It's like a burden I have to carry
Everyday you don't let me surrender to you.

Lately, I'm feeling crushed
I've been searching myself inside you...
Anywhere I can find a clue,
There's where I'm gonna stay.

Look at me...
Don't wait for me to yell at you...
Shout... scream...
I want the whole world to see me.

Next to you...
Far from you maybe?
You are the only one that has to decide it...
Where should I go... or who should I be...

Let me be who I wanna be...

Warning!

Warning

Don't let anybody kiss your lips

It may become addictive.


This has happened to me

And I can't stop thinking

About your lips kissing me...


When will it happen again?

Only God knows that...

But I can't stop wondering...

About the day it will be.

I don't know

I'm thinking...
And the more I do that,
The less I understand
What goes on inside my head.

It keeps spinning round and round
I get so confused...
Should I give you all the credit you deserve
Or should I just move on and live on my own.

You dominate my heart
And I can't say no to you...
Even if you mistreat me
And misunderstand me each and every time we're together.

I have to be strong
And leave you behind...
Even if it makes me cry,
Even if it tears me apart.

If I keep on going like that,
I don't know what may happen to me
To you... to us...
So, I guess it's better that...
I forget you... before it's too late.

You and I

Your smile soothes my soul
Your love makes my spirit run free
Your eyes show me the truth
It opens up a world in front of me.

If I could wish
For anything at all
That would be...
Don't ever run away from me.

Don't deprive me from your kisses
They just fill my body with joy,
With tenderness, with desire for more...
Even more... what is yet to come?

Deep inside I know
It's not easy to understand
Everything that goes on
When I'm next to you.

Just let me try to show you
It's not as crazy as it sounds...
Yes!

You ...
I ...
The world ...
And whoever is there to witness will see...

What will they see?

It depends on these two people... You and I.

Leave me on standby...

What do you think about
Leaving me on standby?
Having me anytime you want...
Don't let me choose it.

What do you think about that?
When I get tired I'm not coming back
And it will be only your hand
To entertain you...

Don't let me cry...
Show me how I should not cry.
Standby on weekends...
Standby on weekdays.

I'm always last in your "To-Do" list
Switch everything on
Switch me off...
Maybe out of your life.
Forever.

You'll only be able to think about me
When you're alone in your bed.
I won't cry for you never again.

If you ever cry for me,
Think about the mondays and tuesdays...
Every single day you said no
And told me I had to go.

Standby for you...
Standby for everybody else.
If you can't have me whenever I want,
I can have anybody else at the time I need...

Anybody but you.

Who are you?

Who are you?
Who drives me insane...
Who makes me wonder...
Who's out of my imagination...

Never will I get to know your name
Or ever see your face
Only if you finally show up
And tell me whatever I want to listen to...

Why do you do that to me?
Why do I have to concentrate?
Even though it's something that instigates me
I got to move on...

It simply suffocates me
Not knowing anything about you
How old you might be
What your name may be...

Are you somebody
Or just anybody?
It's part of your job now
To make me understand that...

Who are you?

Only time will tell...

Hate and Love... Love and hate... what's that anyway?

I hate your insecurities
But at the same time I love the way you talk to me
I hate the fact that you run away from everything
But I desperately need you by my side everyday.

I love your eyes
But I hate when you don't look at me
I love when you kiss me
But why don't you do it more often?

I hate when we are alone and you change the subject
But I love when you smile at me
I hate when you tell me you're not ready
Do you think I am ready for you?

I love your hair
I've told you more than a hundred times...
I hate when you think you know more than I do
But at the same time I love when you ask me what to do

I hate that I love you...
I love to hate you...
I am so grateful that I know you
Just don't make me hate you more than you make me love you.

I always look at you...

I always look at you,
And now I know why...

It's because you inspire me to dream
Inspire me to imagine
What may ever come true someday.

When you look at me,
I get restless,
You leave me breathless,
I just can't react.

When I look at you,
I see through your soul,
I can feel what you feel
Even though you don't have a clue.

You look at me,
But you say no words,
It's a kind of love that is pure,
Straight from the heart.

Although I don't even know who you really are
You are, yet, a part of me
That has made me surrender...

Now I know why...

It's senseless...

It's illogical...

And it makes me stop, and think of you.

Here saying nothing...

Once in a different morning
I woke up into reality
Didn't even think if what you said was true
What you felt wasn't what I felt
That was my big mistake
Sad but true
That I can't talk to you

I'm here saying nothing
Here doing nothing
I'm here writing nothing
I haven't moved
I'm here saying nothing
Here dreaming nothing
I'm here singing nothing
Got nothing to show
And it doesn't matter what you do
I'll turn the other way

Take a little time
Find out I wasn't that bad
I probably was high to give attention to what you were saying
I know how well you planned that inside
You are just living a lie and pretending again
Funny but it's true
I still love you

I'm here saying nothing
Here doing nothing
I'm here writing nothing
Since when you went away
I'm here saying nothing
Here dreaming nothing
I'm here singing nothing
Got nothing else to show
And it doesn't matter where you go
I'll go the other way.

Sexy Handsome Boy

Maybe someday,
Perhaps you'll show me
What you mean
If you have a clue of what you do.

You like her and at the same time
You want me as well
In front of me you show me something
Behind my back you're somebody else.

Double-faced
No personality at all
Show me who you are
Don't pretend ... just be
The sexy handsome boy you are.

I can't help not to be
attracted to you
You do me no much better
Than what I have seen.

I can't let you go,
You turn me upside down.

Don't try to change me
'Cause I don't know where we're heading
Bring me back to reality
Where I know what I can be.

Double-faced
No personality at all
Show me who you are
Don't pretend ... just be
The sexy handsome boy you are.

Perhaps, you have shown me
Maybe I didn't wanna see
You got me going crazy
I just think about it.

You're mine
And everybody else's
I don't care anymore
Just need you boy.

... Into the light

I chased for troubles,
Something that hurt me too fast,
My broken heart has been bleeding,
From the pain you brought into my soul.

The storms have come and gone,
And I always wanted to find someone to blame.
It was a shame, because I never saw that
You would never dry the tears from my eyes.

I wanted to wash away all that I cried,
I was begging for help,
because I am used to have everything my way,
when I finally saw I was alone.

I spent my precious time,
With this foolish obsession,
This lonely temptation,
That closed my eyes for reality.

I was insane for your touch,
For believing I could be by your side,
Finally... I was able to recognize,
My love for you was just a part I played.

I felt my breath,
Every shade of color turned into blue,
I could look into the sky,
And see the light of a sunny day.

I promise to myself,
I'll see the real beauty
That a person has within,
Before everything goes down again.

You are still everywhere I am,
You keep looking at me at that special way,
But my heart tells me now...

I need to be here, but you can be there...
Far away from me.

Why does this happen to me?

Do you know how it's like
To be totally alone?
Are you able to understand
What I'm trying to explain?

It's hard to figure out why
These things happen to me
They happen for a simple reason...
Because you have broken all my hopes and dreams.

I don't expect anything from you
I don't want to be by your side anymore
I have to go my own way
And forget about passive love around me.

I'm going to be selfish
And think only about myself
To take away the pain
Make it run away from my heart.

Sometimes,
We don't understand why
Things doesn't happen the way we want ...
But,

I'm going to find what I'm looking for,
Try to get over you
Because lately you're the only thing
That runs through my veins.

All over again

What is this feeling
Rushing over my body
With no explanation
And no sense at all?

You were already mine
But you went away
Can't my heart understand
That there is no way?

Everytime I get next to you
It seems like it's not supposed to end
It feels so good inside of me
Why does this have to be?

I'm so blind,
so stupid, so ridiculous...
It's not enough what I've been through
Do you want any more of that?

I can't explain...
I can't have a rerun...
I can't tell you
How much I want you again.

I want to feel your body next to mine
I want to feel your kisses against my lips
Yeah, it's only been once
But God knows how I want it back.

Even if I could tell you,
I don't know what would it be
You could finally read this...

Read my mind...

Read my heart...

See how much I need you right now?
All over again?

Just ask...

I just ask you to accept me
The way I am
With the flaws I have
With my inner fears and insecurities.

I can love you
With my body and soul
But I gotta have your arms around me
To keep me growing strong.

I love each day I'm able to
Be next to you
Hear your voice
See you smiling.

I ask of you
Give me a chance
To show you my love
And make you feel loved.

I want you to call me
And tell me you need me
As much as I do too
It's time... to let it happen...

It's not time... to let it go...

I can't let you go
Don't lie to me
I can't wait another second
I have to know it right now.

Will you accept me?
Am I only dreaming?
You are the one to tell me
After all this questions...

If my deepest desires...

Will finally come true.

The last chapter of a love story

I pretend that I don't see
Everything you do to me
Because I don't want to get hurt
And I don't want my heart to be broken.

Everybody tells me
That I should give up on you
That you're not good enough for me
That I deserve much better than you.

However, you are
An addiction to my heart
I wish I could just let you go
And live in peace.

Why do you do this to me
Why do you make my cry
Don't you know my heart
Lives only for you and no one else?

You don't think about what you do
You forget you are the wrong one
Everyday you break my heart
But you forget that you are inside of it.

When I finally see what's better
I know I'll change for good
And when you realize what you did
I'm so sorry, but it will be too late.

My answer to you...

Who do you think you are

To act that way

To think that you can

Throw whatever you want onto my face.

I won't let you do that

'Cause you mean nothing to me

You're just another anybody

One of those people you try desperately to forget.

If I could, I'd never look into your face...

I just have to do it

Because I gotta be a pro...

Not because I'm still into you.

You are meaningless...

We don't even know each other properly

And you think you have the right

To say and do everything you do in front of me.

Go back to your position

Pretend I don't exist

I do what I want to do

And whatever I think you deserve.

I can laugh at you, because I want it

I can make you fall, because I like it

I can break you down, because I feel like doing it

I can do anything, because I know who I am.

You still don't mean a thing to me

But I want you to realize that

I can't stand you any longer

And this is my answer to you.

Forbidden love...

Forbidden love,
I wish we could be together,
I wish we were alike,
I wish we were from the same world.

You are forbidden to me,
but anyway, I want to have you,
I desire you,
I need you.

Although I can't understand you sometimes,
You make me love you
You make me despise you
You make me hate you at the same time I want to feel you.

I try to live my life
And put you behind
I can't...
It's just stronger than me.

Forbidden sometimes is even better...
However, not to me.
I want to feel true love,
Discover the real meaning behind it.

You're so different from everything I could've expected,
You got me trapped by your charm,
I'll never be able to spend my life with you,
but you'll always be a part of me.

I lie to myself,
Saying I don't feel the way I do,
You can't imagine how I do...
But now, nothing else can come out of me anymore.

Angel from above

Not long ago, we both took a chance,
Bbut everything changed in a glance,
One second you were there, the next you were gone
And I'll never stop feeling alone from now on.
I'm glad you told me, how you felt back then
Or else we would've never had this romance.
I wish you were here with me
Cheering on me, believing in this
But you're not here
And I'm all alone.
You are my angel who's watching from above
Life is not fair, I know that right now
You never deserved to end up this way
You're in my heart and that's where you'll be
Forever and ever, you'll never leave.
I loved you more than life itself
So why am I here and you're up above?
I blame myself over and over for this,
I think I could've done something
To stop you from going, to keep you here.
But now it's too late, to think about that.
I just want you to know, I think about you
Everyday of my life since that day.
Our love is eternal, so it's not the end.
We'll be together again one day.
Where there's no pain, no sorrow.
Just warm love and joy.

I promise...

I promise that I'll always be with you
I promise that as long as I live I'll love you
I promise the sky is not the end
And we can go much further than that.
I promise we'll never get lost in the crowd
I promise you'll cry no more
I promise I'll never break your heart
And both of us together are the answer to everything.
I promise if we believe nothing is impossible
I promise time will not be a problem
I promise we'll make this world even better
And change who pulls us under.
I promise I'll turn to you
I promise I'll not fall
I promise my life to you
Stronger than ever, together forever.

Me

I'm so lonely
in this big wide room.
I don't know how to act,
I don't know what to say.

I am all by myself
Nobody cares about me.
I gotta be strong
To keep on breathing.

Maybe I can be crazy,
but this is a real thing.
I'm alone,
In this cruel, empty world.

Nobody believes me,
I can't be free.
Everybody thinks I'm just
Anybody in the middle of this complete mess.

I say I have a heart.
I need to be loved.
Maybe you don't love me now,
But why can't you try?

Wherever you are...

Wherever you are, listen to my voice...
I'm screaming for love and yelling to the world to find somebody that makes me what I am.
Even if I can't have you, If I don't know you still...
I know you're somewhere waiting for me as I am for you.

Love is so complicated, and I don't understand why my heart has to cry for somebody that doesn't deserve it.
Even though I'm living my life, I just think about the moment it's you and me...
And nobody else to break us apart.

I can't break down now. I have to pick up the pieces from my heart.
Stop crying over a picture that will never come back.
Never have I wanted to feel what I'm feeling... I don't know what it is...
Somebody help me to figure it out.

God, listen to my claim... bring him to me
Wherever he is, whoever he is.

I'm so torn by the past, disappointed with life... so many shattered illusions,
Just made my whole life fail.

Above everything, just think of what it is to come... think about me
The way I dream about you.

No person has made me smile, or love as much as you did. The way I have fallen for you...
I just can't understand.

Wherever you are...
Take my hand...
Take me to your world...
Wherever you are.

What should I do?

When you look into my eyes
I feel like I could fly
You can see my bare soul
You can see me through
I am whatever you want
But I don't know what
You want from me
I keep asking myself
What am I doing to you?

What should I do?
Not to lose your love
What should I do?
To live by your side
Should I remind myself of your love
And be alone... what should I do?
Where should I go?

When the night comes around
I feel like I can shine
Living by your true love
You give me different life
What should I be to you now?
Should I be me or somebody else?

What should I do?
Not to lose your love
What should I do?
To live by your side
Should I remind myself of your love
And be alone... what should I do?
Where should I go?

I can't live without you
Should I be me or somebody else?
Tell me whatever you want
So many questions, I don't know what to do
Baby come to me, love me
Just the way you know how to do.

One-sided love

It's so easy,
So comfortable, so amazing
The way you made me feel
When you were around me.

I didn't have to hide from anyone
That you were special to me
And the fact that you still shine in my life
Whenever I'm not Ok.

Since the day I found out
That you were part of me
I couldn't live, I couldn't speak
I couldn't think, if it was not about you.

You were not only the music in me,
You were the soul, the spirit,
The shelter through the storm.

Even though we were together
For such little time,
It made me see
The beauty behind your smile.

I hoped that you would see
I was the only one supposed to be with you.
It would be as I had planned.

However, one-sided love doesn't work
And now I'm here, writing these words,
while you are out there...
Loving somebody else.

Somebody to love

I want somebody to love...
Find someone who wants me...
Who needs me...
Who takes me by the hand and guide me.

I just can't stop thinking anymore
About this poisoning feeling I have got
Where I just have no life
Apart from this unhealing necessity.

Where are you?
Are you on this Earth or have you moved to Mars?
How hard is it to find you?
This person to love.

I can't just let it go anymore.
I can't live a lie.
I gotta find somebody to love.
Can you help me get through this?

I absolutely don't have a clue
What to do
Where and who to be.

I need you here
I want you here
Is there somebody out there for me
Or is only a fairy tale?

Save me tonight

Save me tonight,
From the day I don't know,
From the things I'll go through,
Please, save me from this moment.

I just wanna know,
If I'll find you someday,
If you'll be waiting for me,
As I am for you.

I'm afraid to go on,
So save me tonight
So I can sleep deeply
And think of you.

I wanna start all over again
It's so hard to be here alone
Help me once again
To live through heaven and hell
Without you here.

Save my life,
Save my soul,
Save my all,
Save me tonight.

Dude, somebody stole my yogurt

Some fucking idiot stole my yogurt...
My pineapple yogurt!
What if there was nothing else to drink?
What if it was meant to be given away?

I just want to know who was the bastard that did it,
Maybe I can find out more about the selfishness inside this person
Is it so hard to ask for it?
Is it so difficult to live without it?

I want my pineapple yogurt
So I don't pass out because of my hypoglicemia
I just wanna know who did it
Is it so much to ask for?

Then, they want to be claimed as educators
As people that think they teach
Before they can't see their own concept of education
We can see where this country is going to!

Fly away

Lord it's so hard
To go through this life
So many obstacles
To be overcome.

I don't think I'll ever be
The same I've been before
'Cause my mind is stronger
My skin is tougher.

How is it to believe
At the same time
Everything will be alright
But I'll never have you again.

I know it's for the best
But the reason, I'll never know
I wish I could predict the future
Everyday from now on.

I'm guilty inside my heart
Inside my soul
Inside my brain
I'm just trapped inside of myself.

Help me to breakaway
I'm just trouble, just confusion
Let me fly away
Let me break free.

Maybe after that
I'll be able to live my life,

Even though we are apart
Even though we are far
Even though you're away.

Far away

I woke up this morning
With a different sensation
Can it be love calling?

I don't want to know it anymore
I just want you far away from me.

I wanna be the one and only
who makes you crawl
who makes you come back
whenever I call.

I don't want to know it anymore
I just want you far away from me.

Don't let me go
Sentimental loneliness
Thrilling superiority
Just let me go.

I can't be here
I don't want to be here
I just want to be alone
What's the deal with that?

Better find me an explanation
I feel somebody over here
It must be you again.

Are you back to apologize?

I woke up this morning
Feeling you so near me
I don't need an explanation.

I don't want you anymore
I just want you far away from me.

But I guess I need to know
Even though you are too far away from me
Everything's OK
I just want you far away from me.

One

If only you could read me...
I have plenty for you to read, to touch, to do...
You could start writing my story...
Write on my body...
Turn me into a woman...

What's the problem on feeling like this...
On wanting you like this...
On desiring your body like this...

That's what I want...

I want you to have your hands on me ...
Give me again the soul I've lost...
Somewhere in time...

Watch me move...
Look into my eyes...
Bare my soul...
Get one on one with me...

I'm not gonna say anything else...
Do what you gotta do...
But DO something...
Before it's too late.

Let me be in your hands

I play with my loneliness
I cannot be alone anymore
Though inside my heart I feel
You want to see me like that.

It is so hard looking at you,
Without kissing you,
Without having you by my side,
Without being wrapped up in your arms.

My sorrow is consuming me,
Why can't you see that
I try to be so strong
But inside all I can do is cry.

Let me look you in the eyes
And read beyond your soul
Can't you see that I want you
And no-one else?

You cannot realize that
your place is safe in my heart
Nobody has ever been there
And will ever be while you're there.

Sometimes you're so out of reach,
At the same time so close to me.
Why is it so hard
To say everything I feel.

My days pass by too fast,
My time is fading away,
I can't change anymore
And leave you behind.

When I'm not around you,
I just don't know what to do
Who to be
Where to stop.

Don't let my tears fall through your hand
Don't let my life escape forever
Leave me where I can be me
Let me be with you