sexta-feira, 26 de setembro de 2008

All over again

What is this feeling
Rushing over my body
With no explanation
And no sense at all?

You were already mine
But you went away
Can't my heart understand
That there is no way?

Everytime I get next to you
It seems like it's not supposed to end
It feels so good inside of me
Why does this have to be?

I'm so blind,
so stupid, so ridiculous...
It's not enough what I've been through
Do you want any more of that?

I can't explain...
I can't have a rerun...
I can't tell you
How much I want you again.

I want to feel your body next to mine
I want to feel your kisses against my lips
Yeah, it's only been once
But God knows how I want it back.

Even if I could tell you,
I don't know what would it be
You could finally read this...

Read my mind...

Read my heart...

See how much I need you right now?
All over again?

quinta-feira, 25 de setembro de 2008

Just ask...

I just ask you to accept me
The way I am
With the flaws I have
With my inner fears and insecurities.

I can love you
With my body and soul
But I gotta have your arms around me
To keep me growing strong.

I love each day I'm able to
Be next to you
Hear your voice
See you smiling.

I ask of you
Give me a chance
To show you my love
And make you feel loved.

I want you to call me
And tell me you need me
As much as I do too
It's time... to let it happen...

It's not time... to let it go...

I can't let you go
Don't lie to me
I can't wait another second
I have to know it right now.

Will you accept me?
Am I only dreaming?
You are the one to tell me
After all this questions...

If my deepest desires...

Will finally come true.

sábado, 20 de setembro de 2008

The last chapter of a love story

I pretend that I don't see
Everything you do to me
Because I don't want to get hurt
And I don't want my heart to be broken.

Everybody tells me
That I should give up on you
That you're not good enough for me
That I deserve much better than you.

However, you are
An addiction to my heart
I wish I could just let you go
And live in peace.

Why do you do this to me
Why do you make my cry
Don't you know my heart
Lives only for you and no one else?

You don't think about what you do
You forget you are the wrong one
Everyday you break my heart
But you forget that you are inside of it.

When I finally see what's better
I know I'll change for good
And when you realize what you did
I'm so sorry, but it will be too late.

My answer to you...

Who do you think you are
To act that way
To think that you can
Throw whatever you want onto my face.
I won't let you do that
'Cause you mean nothing to me
You're just another anybody
One of those people you try desperately to forget.
If I could, I'd never look into your face...
I just have to do it
Because I gotta be a pro...
Not because I'm still into you.
You are meaningless...
We don't even know each other properly
And you think you have the right
To say and do everything you do in front of me.
Go back to your position
Pretend I don't exist
I do what I want to do
And whatever I think you deserve.
I can laugh at you, because I want it
I can make you fall, because I like it
I can break you down, because I feel like doing it
I can do anything, because I know who I am.
You still don't mean a thing to me
But I want you to realize that
I can't stand you any longer
And this is my answer to you.

sexta-feira, 19 de setembro de 2008

Forbidden love...

Forbidden love,
I wish we could be together,
I wish we were alike,
I wish we were from the same world.

You are forbidden to me,
but anyway, I want to have you,
I desire you,
I need you.

Although I can't understand you sometimes,
You make me love you
You make me despise you
You make me hate you at the same time I want to feel you.

I try to live my life
And put you behind
I can't...
It's just stronger than me.

Forbidden sometimes is even better...
However, not to me.
I want to feel true love,
Discover the real meaning behind it.

You're so different from everything I could've expected,
You got me trapped by your charm,
I'll never be able to spend my life with you,
but you'll always be a part of me.

I lie to myself,
Saying I don't feel the way I do,
You can't imagine how I do...
But now, nothing else can come out of me anymore.

Angel from above

Not long ago, we both took a chance,
Bbut everything changed in a glance,
One second you were there, the next you were gone
And I'll never stop feeling alone from now on.
I'm glad you told me, how you felt back then
Or else we would've never had this romance.
I wish you were here with me
Cheering on me, believing in this
But you're not here
And I'm all alone.
You are my angel who's watching from above
Life is not fair, I know that right now
You never deserved to end up this way
You're in my heart and that's where you'll be
Forever and ever, you'll never leave.
I loved you more than life itself
So why am I here and you're up above?
I blame myself over and over for this,
I think I could've done something
To stop you from going, to keep you here.
But now it's too late, to think about that.
I just want you to know, I think about you
Everyday of my life since that day.
Our love is eternal, so it's not the end.
We'll be together again one day.
Where there's no pain, no sorrow.
Just warm love and joy.

sábado, 13 de setembro de 2008

I promise...

I promise that I'll always be with you
I promise that as long as I live I'll love you
I promise the sky is not the end
And we can go much further than that.
I promise we'll never get lost in the crowd
I promise you'll cry no more
I promise I'll never break your heart
And both of us together are the answer to everything.
I promise if we believe nothing is impossible
I promise time will not be a problem
I promise we'll make this world even better
And change who pulls us under.
I promise I'll turn to you
I promise I'll not fall
I promise my life to you
Stronger than ever, together forever.

Me

I'm so lonely
in this big wide room.
I don't know how to act,
I don't know what to say.

I am all by myself
Nobody cares about me.
I gotta be strong
To keep on breathing.

Maybe I can be crazy,
but this is a real thing.
I'm alone,
In this cruel, empty world.

Nobody believes me,
I can't be free.
Everybody thinks I'm just
Anybody in the middle of this complete mess.

I say I have a heart.
I need to be loved.
Maybe you don't love me now,
But why can't you try?

domingo, 7 de setembro de 2008

Wherever you are...

Wherever you are, listen to my voice...
I'm screaming for love and yelling to the world to find somebody that makes me what I am.
Even if I can't have you, If I don't know you still...
I know you're somewhere waiting for me as I am for you.

Love is so complicated, and I don't understand why my heart has to cry for somebody that doesn't deserve it.
Even though I'm living my life, I just think about the moment it's you and me...
And nobody else to break us apart.

I can't break down now. I have to pick up the pieces from my heart.
Stop crying over a picture that will never come back.
Never have I wanted to feel what I'm feeling... I don't know what it is...
Somebody help me to figure it out.

God, listen to my claim... bring him to me
Wherever he is, whoever he is.

I'm so torn by the past, disappointed with life... so many shattered illusions,
Just made my whole life fail.

Above everything, just think of what it is to come... think about me
The way I dream about you.

No person has made me smile, or love as much as you did. The way I have fallen for you...
I just can't understand.

Wherever you are...
Take my hand...
Take me to your world...
Wherever you are.

What should I do?

When you look into my eyes
I feel like I could fly
You can see my bare soul
You can see me through
I am whatever you want
But I don't know what
You want from me
I keep asking myself
What am I doing to you?

What should I do?
Not to lose your love
What should I do?
To live by your side
Should I remind myself of your love
And be alone... what should I do?
Where should I go?

When the night comes around
I feel like I can shine
Living by your true love
You give me different life
What should I be to you now?
Should I be me or somebody else?

What should I do?
Not to lose your love
What should I do?
To live by your side
Should I remind myself of your love
And be alone... what should I do?
Where should I go?

I can't live without you
Should I be me or somebody else?
Tell me whatever you want
So many questions, I don't know what to do
Baby come to me, love me
Just the way you know how to do.

terça-feira, 2 de setembro de 2008

One-sided love

It's so easy,
So comfortable, so amazing
The way you made me feel
When you were around me.

I didn't have to hide from anyone
That you were special to me
And the fact that you still shine in my life
Whenever I'm not Ok.

Since the day I found out
That you were part of me
I couldn't live, I couldn't speak
I couldn't think, if it was not about you.

You were not only the music in me,
You were the soul, the spirit,
The shelter through the storm.

Even though we were together
For such little time,
It made me see
The beauty behind your smile.

I hoped that you would see
I was the only one supposed to be with you.
It would be as I had planned.

However, one-sided love doesn't work
And now I'm here, writing these words,
while you are out there...
Loving somebody else.