I don't know

I'm thinking...
And the more I do that,
The less I understand
What goes on inside my head.

It keeps spinning round and round
I get so confused...
Should I give you all the credit you deserve
Or should I just move on and live on my own.

You dominate my heart
And I can't say no to you...
Even if you mistreat me
And misunderstand me each and every time we're together.

I have to be strong
And leave you behind...
Even if it makes me cry,
Even if it tears me apart.

If I keep on going like that,
I don't know what may happen to me
To you... to us...
So, I guess it's better that...
I forget you... before it's too late.

You and I

Your smile soothes my soul
Your love makes my spirit run free
Your eyes show me the truth
It opens up a world in front of me.

If I could wish
For anything at all
That would be...
Don't ever run away from me.

Don't deprive me from your kisses
They just fill my body with joy,
With tenderness, with desire for more...
Even more... what is yet to come?

Deep inside I know
It's not easy to understand
Everything that goes on
When I'm next to you.

Just let me try to show you
It's not as crazy as it sounds...
Yes!

You ...
I ...
The world ...
And whoever is there to witness will see...

What will they see?

It depends on these two people... You and I.

Leave me on standby...

What do you think about
Leaving me on standby?
Having me anytime you want...
Don't let me choose it.

What do you think about that?
When I get tired I'm not coming back
And it will be only your hand
To entertain you...

Don't let me cry...
Show me how I should not cry.
Standby on weekends...
Standby on weekdays.

I'm always last in your "To-Do" list
Switch everything on
Switch me off...
Maybe out of your life.
Forever.

You'll only be able to think about me
When you're alone in your bed.
I won't cry for you never again.

If you ever cry for me,
Think about the mondays and tuesdays...
Every single day you said no
And told me I had to go.

Standby for you...
Standby for everybody else.
If you can't have me whenever I want,
I can have anybody else at the time I need...

Anybody but you.

Who are you?

Who are you?
Who drives me insane...
Who makes me wonder...
Who's out of my imagination...

Never will I get to know your name
Or ever see your face
Only if you finally show up
And tell me whatever I want to listen to...

Why do you do that to me?
Why do I have to concentrate?
Even though it's something that instigates me
I got to move on...

It simply suffocates me
Not knowing anything about you
How old you might be
What your name may be...

Are you somebody
Or just anybody?
It's part of your job now
To make me understand that...

Who are you?

Only time will tell...

Hate and Love... Love and hate... what's that anyway?

I hate your insecurities
But at the same time I love the way you talk to me
I hate the fact that you run away from everything
But I desperately need you by my side everyday.

I love your eyes
But I hate when you don't look at me
I love when you kiss me
But why don't you do it more often?

I hate when we are alone and you change the subject
But I love when you smile at me
I hate when you tell me you're not ready
Do you think I am ready for you?

I love your hair
I've told you more than a hundred times...
I hate when you think you know more than I do
But at the same time I love when you ask me what to do

I hate that I love you...
I love to hate you...
I am so grateful that I know you
Just don't make me hate you more than you make me love you.

I always look at you...

I always look at you,
And now I know why...

It's because you inspire me to dream
Inspire me to imagine
What may ever come true someday.

When you look at me,
I get restless,
You leave me breathless,
I just can't react.

When I look at you,
I see through your soul,
I can feel what you feel
Even though you don't have a clue.

You look at me,
But you say no words,
It's a kind of love that is pure,
Straight from the heart.

Although I don't even know who you really are
You are, yet, a part of me
That has made me surrender...

Now I know why...

It's senseless...

It's illogical...

And it makes me stop, and think of you.

Here saying nothing...

Once in a different morning
I woke up into reality
Didn't even think if what you said was true
What you felt wasn't what I felt
That was my big mistake
Sad but true
That I can't talk to you

I'm here saying nothing
Here doing nothing
I'm here writing nothing
I haven't moved
I'm here saying nothing
Here dreaming nothing
I'm here singing nothing
Got nothing to show
And it doesn't matter what you do
I'll turn the other way

Take a little time
Find out I wasn't that bad
I probably was high to give attention to what you were saying
I know how well you planned that inside
You are just living a lie and pretending again
Funny but it's true
I still love you

I'm here saying nothing
Here doing nothing
I'm here writing nothing
Since when you went away
I'm here saying nothing
Here dreaming nothing
I'm here singing nothing
Got nothing else to show
And it doesn't matter where you go
I'll go the other way.

Sexy Handsome Boy

Maybe someday,
Perhaps you'll show me
What you mean
If you have a clue of what you do.

You like her and at the same time
You want me as well
In front of me you show me something
Behind my back you're somebody else.

Double-faced
No personality at all
Show me who you are
Don't pretend ... just be
The sexy handsome boy you are.

I can't help not to be
attracted to you
You do me no much better
Than what I have seen.

I can't let you go,
You turn me upside down.

Don't try to change me
'Cause I don't know where we're heading
Bring me back to reality
Where I know what I can be.

Double-faced
No personality at all
Show me who you are
Don't pretend ... just be
The sexy handsome boy you are.

Perhaps, you have shown me
Maybe I didn't wanna see
You got me going crazy
I just think about it.

You're mine
And everybody else's
I don't care anymore
Just need you boy.

... Into the light

I chased for troubles,
Something that hurt me too fast,
My broken heart has been bleeding,
From the pain you brought into my soul.

The storms have come and gone,
And I always wanted to find someone to blame.
It was a shame, because I never saw that
You would never dry the tears from my eyes.

I wanted to wash away all that I cried,
I was begging for help,
because I am used to have everything my way,
when I finally saw I was alone.

I spent my precious time,
With this foolish obsession,
This lonely temptation,
That closed my eyes for reality.

I was insane for your touch,
For believing I could be by your side,
Finally... I was able to recognize,
My love for you was just a part I played.

I felt my breath,
Every shade of color turned into blue,
I could look into the sky,
And see the light of a sunny day.

I promise to myself,
I'll see the real beauty
That a person has within,
Before everything goes down again.

You are still everywhere I am,
You keep looking at me at that special way,
But my heart tells me now...

I need to be here, but you can be there...
Far away from me.

Why does this happen to me?

Do you know how it's like
To be totally alone?
Are you able to understand
What I'm trying to explain?

It's hard to figure out why
These things happen to me
They happen for a simple reason...
Because you have broken all my hopes and dreams.

I don't expect anything from you
I don't want to be by your side anymore
I have to go my own way
And forget about passive love around me.

I'm going to be selfish
And think only about myself
To take away the pain
Make it run away from my heart.

Sometimes,
We don't understand why
Things doesn't happen the way we want ...
But,

I'm going to find what I'm looking for,
Try to get over you
Because lately you're the only thing
That runs through my veins.