Vain

Everytime I take a look into your eyes
Every morning
When you smile at me
You mess with my mind.

I can't hide my desires anymore
You command my whole body
You make me weak, it feels so good
I just keep trying to be in control.

It's in vain
Whatever I try to do
It just shows who you are
It's so vain
The more I don't want you, the more I do

Stick around
Make my heart rush
When you call my name
My whole body trembles

Don't ever let my ego get between you and I
I admit it
Boy, you knock me down
Like a damn curse, you knock me down

It's in vain
Whatever I try to do
It just shows who you are
It's so vain
The more I don't want you, the more I do

Bring me up and knock me down again

Written by Sky Angel and Little One

Permanent

We've shared the laughter,
We've shared the tears,
I've shared my pain,
You've driven me insane.

However...

It's permanent the way I've felt about you,
Since the day we met for the first time.
It makes me dream, makes me sing,
For a love that's so sublime.

I keep running around,
Feeling the rain fall on my shoulders.
It's like you are touching me...
With my tears coming down my face.

However...

It's permament the way I've loved you,
Since the moment we kissed each other for the first time.
It makes me dance, it makes me romance.
For a moment that is just so high.

After all we've been through together...
After all that we've shared and made our own,
You just have left me with all my fears and tears...
Where did you go?

But never...

It's permanent the way I've missed you,
Since the day you looked at me for the last time.
It made me smile, it made me dazed,
For a feeling that will never fade.

...

Why is it so hard
To find out a solution to us?
Why do I just want to sleep
And wake up when this all ends.

I can't see the light at the end of this tunnel...
This pain is never over,
but my life ...
is almost there.

I don't know what to do anymore,
I don't know where to run to,
I don't have any other expectations
Other than simply cry.

Sit down or stand up and run away?
Stand still or get moving?
What am I supposed to do with this?
God help me ...

Take this anguish out of my chest
I wanna break free from this place I'm in...
When will I be able to do so?
Only You know...

Run away

Don't waste my time
Anymore
Why should I chase
Instead of waiting on you?

You bring me up
You throw me down
Take me in
Take me out
Call my name and let me know
Before I run away.

I gotta run every way
Climb every mountain
To see where it ends
For you and for me.

You bring me up
You throw me down
Take me in
Take me out
Call my name and let me know
Before I run away.

If I could be in your shoes
You'd see where I'd go
And what I would do
Realize I'm not meant for you.

You brought me up
You threw me down
Took me in
Took me out

You called my name
Finally it was too late
Cause I made up my mind
And ran away.

Be my baby

You play me by a fool
But I'm still in love with you
This feeling is killing me
Who are you to make me feel like this?

Why do I have to hide that I love you
You know it so well
Don't keep me into the darkest skies
Bring me into the light, like a sunny day

Why should I feel like
Feel like falling
Falling for your love baby
Be my, be my, be my baby

Living on the edge
Crying out for your name
Searching for you all night long
Why do you keep hiding on the other side?

Even when you walk on by
And I can only hear the sound of your voice
I should keep on imagining ...

Why should I feel like
Feel like falling
Falling for your love baby
Be my, be my, be my baby

After all,
You still make me feel
Totally crazy for you.

I'm not happy anymore.

I'm not happy anymore.
That sparkle I had is long gone.
I don't want to be something I'm not.
I'm not happy anymore.

The reason I had to believe has disappeared,
Since it doesn't matter what I do...
How long I'm commited...
How much I show you that I care.

I am just going to start listening to myself
And move on soon...
It's not a part of me.
It's just not myself anymore.

I'm not happy anymore
And there's nothing I can do about it...
There's so much to show...
And so nothing to get back.

You can have it your way...
But...
I'm not happy anymore.

Where did we go wrong?

Where did we go wrong?
What happened to both you and me...
Whenever we were together it's just so special...
What happened to both you and me?

How long will you remember me for?
Only for a single night ... till the tears stop falling
From my eyes... my heart burning inside...
Where did we go wrong?

I don't know for how long I'll be able to live
by this memory I keep inside my mind...
Everything is as frozen as it used to be.
Stop me from falling into my own mistakes.

Feel me, grab me, break me...
Kiss me, ignore me, take a look into my eyes...
Don't leave me little by little,
Don't go around in circles as you always do.

Give me new life, breathe into me...
Run under my skin, keep me standing still...
Crawl to me... tell me anything...
I'm a shadow of what I used to be... where did we go wrong?

Insistir...

Insistir em tentar... é ao mesmo tempo insistir em esquecer.

Esquecer que eu vivi de certa forma pensando no que seria de mim com você...
Você, que está dentro de mim... que faz meu ar se esvair toda vez que penso no que seria...

Seria... sim... talvez não porque eu queira, mas porque está destinado a ser assim.
Eu? Para que levar minha própria vida em consideração... quando me preocupo muito mais com tudo ao meu redor do que comigo mesma...

Minha vida está parada. Apenas esperando algo de magnífico acontecer e me tirar desta loucura que envolve meus pensamentos.

Pensamentos que refletem a ilusão de um dia ter você como eu realmente quero.

Não por um dia...
Não por uma noite...
Nem por um fim de semana.

Eu quero você pra minha vida toda.

Não somos nós... nem eu e você.

Somos apenas...

Eu!
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.
E
.
.
.
Você!

Minha vida não pertence a tua, e nem a tua pertence a minha...
Somos dois estranhos que compartilhamos um sentimento insano e algo mais profundo que nenhum dos dois ainda ousou descobrir.

Junto ou sem você

Você anda ... eu corro pela rua... pensando como seria se ela realmente existisse.Como se ela não fosse apenas um fruto dessa mente insana que não deixa de pensar em você.....

A chuva não consegue te molhar, afinal de contas, eu te protejo contra qualquer perigo que possa lhe cercar.Suas lágrimas não passam de memórias minhas? E todas as noites que eu passei em claro, decidindo o que fazer, deixando minha voz calar, cada lágrima dessa não tem valor algum?EU ME PERMITO TODAS AS MEMÓRIAS QUE TEMOS! Por certo elas de algo valeram... para crescer ou para sonhar... elas ainda fazem parte de mim....

Você me entregou suas emoções... são muito mais do que meros sorrisos. E valem muito mais...Pena que só para mim...

Sim? Não?

Como você tem coragem de dizer que graças a mim nada aconteceu ou acontecerá? Um sim, um não, um nunca... uma demora...Uma espera sem sentido... sem razão de existir..

Tudo tem uma primeira, uma segunda, uma terceira vez de existir... será que estou certa em seguir por esse caminho?

Entregue-me não apenas suas emoções... entregue-me sua essência... seu encanto. A minha ainda possuo, apenas não sei em que cantinho do meu coração isso se encontra....

Obrigada por todos os momentos que você me permitiu sorrir, e também pelos momentos que me permitiu chorar... sozinha... para lavar minha alma.Você quer ter minhas lágrimas? Apenas pegue meu coração, faça-me sentir feliz...As lágrimas virão.

Naturalmente... mas pelo sentido verdadeiro.

A felicidade de ser...

Eu mesma.

Junto ou sem você.

Rely on...

I can only rely on my tears
They're the only ones that maybe can console me
From feeling so unable to react
From feeling so out of control.

I cry my eyes out
And I can't seem to understand
Why should I feel like that
When nothing - absolutely nothing is my fault.

I just feel so guilty
I feel like I could have done more
I know that should, would, could are the words of a fool
But those are the only words I can cling to.

If I have no support
What will it be of me
Are these words really meaningful
Or do they just come back empty?

All I can do is work it out
Show the best I ever can do
And send all this haste and bitterness
To the fucking hell!

Time goes by...

I want it to happen...
Fast enough...
But it seems that the faster I want it to be...
The longer it takes.

I want you to know
It doesn't matter
How long it takes
I'll make you feel better than you've ever felt.

Call me confident,
Call me crazy,
But if I can't have you,
There's no other way around for me.

Time goes by...
Sometimes slower than I wish it would...
But time will run ... so much...
That I'll have your lips between mine.

Sooner than you think,
I'll just taste the sweetness of your kisses
And without hesitation,
You'll save me from my own senses...

I'm just ready for you...
Lift my spirits higher,
Take me into your arms,
And just make me incapable of escaping of you.

Anymore...

I'm sick and tired of believing I know you
It's as if I'm incapable of understanding deep inside your eyes
What is that you are feeling
What is the reason you make me through so much pain inside

I'm tired of your attitude
About never really showing what you want
I'm tired of your words
Telling me everyday the same damn thing

You don't have to say anything to me
Don't take the phone, don't write to me...
Simply ignore me as if I didn't exist.
It's easier for you... it's easier for me.

I'll just drive along the road
With the radio on...
Trying to forget every single moment we spent together
Every moment we shared...

You say you wanna see me smiling,
How is that possible when everything you do is to see me cry.

I can't handle it anymore...
It's too much for me...
And I believe, it's nothing at all to you...
Anymore...

Jealousy

After having you for so long,
Seeing you go with another one,
But not me is so hard...

How will I deal with that?

How can I handle this feeling that is taking over my heart...
When I see you laughing with her, talking to her, caring for her...
And forgetting that I'm here...
That I've been here all this time...
That I was yours.

Will you let me go forever?
Or will you keep thinking about me even if it's as a distant love you had once in your life?

Inside my heart, you'll be there...
I'll keep the good memories within...
Thinking about everything we went through...
Even if the jealousy consumes me,
It's gonna be unbearable and impossible to ever erase what you've been to me.