Why?

I feel like such a little girl
When I'm listening to the things you say,
When I read the things you write,
When you tell me the things you do.

Is it something that can keep on going like this?
Gosh, why is it so hard to find someone that can be so honest like this,
Who can really appreciate what you do for them,
Who can see how important you are in their lives.

I really feel like I'm a 15 year-old again...
Even though that is far from reality nowadays.
I wish I could have been this way when I was younger...
Oh why life is so full of I wishes and If onlys....

Don't run away from me...
You're a part of my life already.
Don't change the way you are...
Just show me that you really mean what you say.

Wish

I wish I knew why
You make me feel like this.
It's something that I cannot describe,
but it's there inside of me.

I look at you,
And the only thing I wanna do is hold you,
Have you near me, care for you...
And even though I wanna do that it's impossible.

How come does these things happen to me?
I can't explain...
It's so hard to tell you the real thing....
I gotta keep it to my heart.

You are really inside my heart...
You are part of me...
And whenever you're not there anymore for me to hold...
I'll have you inside my mind.

How dare you?

How dare you say you like me?
That you care for me?
That I should be the one and only...
And now don't even look at me anymore?

By doing that,
you just open up your insecurities,
your pain, your jealousy
your unhappiness...

If you were real to what you say,
you wouldn't change the way you did...
Do you dare come to my face and say the truth?
Do you dare challenge me?

I just hope you have the time
to think about the things you do...
You think you manipulate everyone, right big girl?
What if I told you there's someone who's a better manipulator than you?

How would you feel?
Would you be scared?
Maybe you wouldn't even care...
As you think you're above everyone else.

But hey, you may think you are the best...
but there's something missing inside your little head...
You may think you're smart and all...
Don't forget that there are people use other weapons baby...

Intelligence is the first one of them.

Out of nowhere

You came out of nowhere
And so abruptly you got hold of my heart
Well... it's simple to say.
I can't stop thinking about you.

Everytime I imagine
That I won't be able to see you as much as I'd like to...
To be as close to you as I wish I could....
It shatters my whole fantasy.

Dancing... close or far from me...
Helping me... going up or going down...
Looking at me... telling me things with just one glance...
Smiling at me.. asking me how I'm doing...

Yeah baby, you came into my life out of the blue.
It's the best surprise I've ever had...
It's the best situation I've been into...
It's the only thing I'll never forget.

Lie to me

Lie to me
Tell me i'm the one
That you can't live without
That you want to be with forever.

Keep on lying
Tell me it will be alright
Get closer to me
Tell me it was all wrong.

Lie to me
Get me under covers
Make me yours
And lie to me once again.

Let me hear those three words
That somehow keep me standing still
Even if you can't be true
Lie to me...

If I had something to offer you
Other than my heart
The reason you lie to me
Would go away.

I'm waiting on you
Lie to me
Guess what I've been doing all along?
Lying to you.

If I told you I loved you anyway
Would you cry for me?
I'd lie to you
As you did to me all this time.

I don't wanna love you

I don't wanna love you...
It's not blissful enough for me
You thought I'd fall for you, didn't you?
You forgot to tell me I should do that.

You're so far from what I expected
I just feel like burning all these letters...all these feelings
That somehow I put in a dream.
A dream that will never be.

I don't wanna be unhappy
Surrounded by frustrated people
That just wanna bring me down
And make me believe in happy endings.

My world is turning around
You're just not a part of it
Is it so hard to listen that
From someone you thought that loved you in the first place?

I don't love you...
I never will...
I'm not gonna fall down.
No matter how hard they try.

Do whatever.

Do whatever,
I won't beg...
Kiss other lips, run another way...
I won't complain...

I don't care if you stay or go...
As long as you tell me where you are.
I don't want to know what it really happened...
Only if you feel like telling me so.

Make me yours,
Don't make me beg...
Kiss my lips, run my way...
I won't escape...

I just feel like going around...
Opening up my heart, opening up my mind.
Tell me I can do that...
And you won't regret.

Give me a chance,
Show me it can be real.
Let me kiss your lips, and run your way.
I know it can be that way.

Mine..

Think...
Presume...
Consider...
Reflect... on what it can be...

Assume that it's supposed to happen,
Believe it can be true,
See that everybody has a chance,
Understand you're becoming part of my life.

Feel...
Observe...
Appreciate...
Receive... nothing but what I've been asking from you...

Explore every bit of your intimacy,
Try to be around you as I'd love to,
Embrace you like a baby,
Have you for myself.

Glimpse...
Peek...
Gaze into my eyes...
And see that you're reflected on them everyday.

I'm not ready

Why can't I tell you that I want you?

It scares me to even think of your reaction
If you would accept me,
If you would run away from me,
So I would be here just alone as I am now.

What if I tried?

Maybe I'd get you for a day,
Or even for a night.
Would it be for real?
Would it be all a game?

Do you want to know what I feel?

I feel I can get to your heart
I want to reach out to you
I wish you'd permanently be by my side...
That's what I want from you.

However,
This kind of things only happens in my dreams
And I'm not ready
To let you know yet.

In my dreams

In my imagination
In my dreams
Where you show all your different colors
That's where you are

Should I try to rush or hold it back?
Why can't I stop thinking about you since that night
When you came up into my mind
And never left?

Truth is strange sometimes
And I can't help living with this contradiction
That is in front of me
I just can't let go

Should I ask or should I just wait for my turn?
I'm so afraid of this feeling
After long nights of crying against my pillow
It's here again.

Why do I always go the same way?
It's that smile that hypnotizes me
Whenever I see you...
Everyday... in my dreams... my reality

Impossible

What's going on with me?
I'm scared of what I might do
If you keep coming closer to me
And telling me these things you do.

I like to be in control
I like to be the boss
That's the place I'm in
I want to live this fantasy.

That smile
Those words you say
The way you play the game
It's just so right.

Why?
Why do you have to be impossible?
Why can't I even have the chance to try?
I want to try... I want to take the risk.

You are just more than what I could dream of
You are so different from everything that I know
You see me as I want everybody to see
Why can't you have me?

I'll wait ...
Wait for the game
Wait to play
Wait to be ...

With you again.