I'm not ready

Why can't I tell you that I want you?

It scares me to even think of your reaction
If you would accept me,
If you would run away from me,
So I would be here just alone as I am now.

What if I tried?

Maybe I'd get you for a day,
Or even for a night.
Would it be for real?
Would it be all a game?

Do you want to know what I feel?

I feel I can get to your heart
I want to reach out to you
I wish you'd permanently be by my side...
That's what I want from you.

However,
This kind of things only happens in my dreams
And I'm not ready
To let you know yet.