quinta-feira, 4 de novembro de 2010

Why?

I feel like such a little girl
When I'm listening to the things you say,
When I read the things you write,
When you tell me the things you do.

Is it something that can keep on going like this?
Gosh, why is it so hard to find someone that can be so honest like this,
Who can really appreciate what you do for them,
Who can see how important you are in their lives.

I really feel like I'm a 15 year-old again...
Even though that is far from reality nowadays.
I wish I could have been this way when I was younger...
Oh why life is so full of I wishes and If onlys....

Don't run away from me...
You're a part of my life already.
Don't change the way you are...
Just show me that you really mean what you say.

sexta-feira, 22 de outubro de 2010

Wish

I wish I knew why
You make me feel like this.
It's something that I cannot describe,
but it's there inside of me.

I look at you,
And the only thing I wanna do is hold you,
Have you near me, care for you...
And even though I wanna do that it's impossible.

How come does these things happen to me?
I can't explain...
It's so hard to tell you the real thing....
I gotta keep it to my heart.

You are really inside my heart...
You are part of me...
And whenever you're not there anymore for me to hold...
I'll have you inside my mind.

quinta-feira, 9 de setembro de 2010

How dare you?

How dare you say you like me?
That you care for me?
That I should be the one and only...
And now don't even look at me anymore?

By doing that,
you just open up your insecurities,
your pain, your jealousy
your unhappiness...

If you were real to what you say,
you wouldn't change the way you did...
Do you dare come to my face and say the truth?
Do you dare challenge me?

I just hope you have the time
to think about the things you do...
You think you manipulate everyone, right big girl?
What if I told you there's someone who's a better manipulator than you?

How would you feel?
Would you be scared?
Maybe you wouldn't even care...
As you think you're above everyone else.

But hey, you may think you are the best...
but there's something missing inside your little head...
You may think you're smart and all...
Don't forget that there are people use other weapons baby...

Intelligence is the first one of them.

sexta-feira, 30 de julho de 2010

Out of nowhere

You came out of nowhere
And so abruptly you got hold of my heart
Well... it's simple to say.
I can't stop thinking about you.

Everytime I imagine
That I won't be able to see you as much as I'd like to...
To be as close to you as I wish I could....
It shatters my whole fantasy.

Dancing... close or far from me...
Helping me... going up or going down...
Looking at me... telling me things with just one glance...
Smiling at me.. asking me how I'm doing...

Yeah baby, you came into my life out of the blue.
It's the best surprise I've ever had...
It's the best situation I've been into...
It's the only thing I'll never forget.

sexta-feira, 4 de junho de 2010

Lie to me

Lie to me
Tell me i'm the one
That you can't live without
That you want to be with forever.

Keep on lying
Tell me it will be alright
Get closer to me
Tell me it was all wrong.

Lie to me
Get me under covers
Make me yours
And lie to me once again.

Let me hear those three words
That somehow keep me standing still
Even if you can't be true
Lie to me...

If I had something to offer you
Other than my heart
The reason you lie to me
Would go away.

I'm waiting on you
Lie to me
Guess what I've been doing all along?
Lying to you.

If I told you I loved you anyway
Would you cry for me?
I'd lie to you
As you did to me all this time.

quinta-feira, 3 de junho de 2010

I don't wanna love you

I don't wanna love you...
It's not blissful enough for me
You thought I'd fall for you, didn't you?
You forgot to tell me I should do that.

You're so far from what I expected
I just feel like burning all these letters...all these feelings
That somehow I put in a dream.
A dream that will never be.

I don't wanna be unhappy
Surrounded by frustrated people
That just wanna bring me down
And make me believe in happy endings.

My world is turning around
You're just not a part of it
Is it so hard to listen that
From someone you thought that loved you in the first place?

I don't love you...
I never will...
I'm not gonna fall down.
No matter how hard they try.

segunda-feira, 17 de maio de 2010

Do whatever.

Do whatever,
I won't beg...
Kiss other lips, run another way...
I won't complain...

I don't care if you stay or go...
As long as you tell me where you are.
I don't want to know what it really happened...
Only if you feel like telling me so.

Make me yours,
Don't make me beg...
Kiss my lips, run my way...
I won't escape...

I just feel like going around...
Opening up my heart, opening up my mind.
Tell me I can do that...
And you won't regret.

Give me a chance,
Show me it can be real.
Let me kiss your lips, and run your way.
I know it can be that way.

quarta-feira, 12 de maio de 2010

Mine..

Think...
Presume...
Consider...
Reflect... on what it can be...

Assume that it's supposed to happen,
Believe it can be true,
See that everybody has a chance,
Understand you're becoming part of my life.

Feel...
Observe...
Appreciate...
Receive... nothing but what I've been asking from you...

Explore every bit of your intimacy,
Try to be around you as I'd love to,
Embrace you like a baby,
Have you for myself.

Glimpse...
Peek...
Gaze into my eyes...
And see that you're reflected on them everyday.

sábado, 17 de abril de 2010

I'm not ready

Why can't I tell you that I want you?

It scares me to even think of your reaction
If you would accept me,
If you would run away from me,
So I would be here just alone as I am now.

What if I tried?

Maybe I'd get you for a day,
Or even for a night.
Would it be for real?
Would it be all a game?

Do you want to know what I feel?

I feel I can get to your heart
I want to reach out to you
I wish you'd permanently be by my side...
That's what I want from you.

However,
This kind of things only happens in my dreams
And I'm not ready
To let you know yet.

segunda-feira, 12 de abril de 2010

In my dreams

In my imagination
In my dreams
Where you show all your different colors
That's where you are

Should I try to rush or hold it back?
Why can't I stop thinking about you since that night
When you came up into my mind
And never left?

Truth is strange sometimes
And I can't help living with this contradiction
That is in front of me
I just can't let go

Should I ask or should I just wait for my turn?
I'm so afraid of this feeling
After long nights of crying against my pillow
It's here again.

Why do I always go the same way?
It's that smile that hypnotizes me
Whenever I see you...
Everyday... in my dreams... my reality

sexta-feira, 19 de março de 2010

Impossible

What's going on with me?
I'm scared of what I might do
If you keep coming closer to me
And telling me these things you do.

I like to be in control
I like to be the boss
That's the place I'm in
I want to live this fantasy.

That smile
Those words you say
The way you play the game
It's just so right.

Why?
Why do you have to be impossible?
Why can't I even have the chance to try?
I want to try... I want to take the risk.

You are just more than what I could dream of
You are so different from everything that I know
You see me as I want everybody to see
Why can't you have me?

I'll wait ...
Wait for the game
Wait to play
Wait to be ...

With you again.

segunda-feira, 7 de setembro de 2009

Vain

Everytime I take a look into your eyes
Every morning
When you smile at me
You mess with my mind.

I can't hide my desires anymore
You command my whole body
You make me weak, it feels so good
I just keep trying to be in control.

It's in vain
Whatever I try to do
It just shows who you are
It's so vain
The more I don't want you, the more I do

Stick around
Make my heart rush
When you call my name
My whole body trembles

Don't ever let my ego get between you and I
I admit it
Boy, you knock me down
Like a damn curse, you knock me down

It's in vain
Whatever I try to do
It just shows who you are
It's so vain
The more I don't want you, the more I do

Bring me up and knock me down again

Written by Sky Angel and Little One

quinta-feira, 30 de julho de 2009

Permanent

We've shared the laughter,
We've shared the tears,
I've shared my pain,
You've driven me insane.

However...

It's permanent the way I've felt about you,
Since the day we met for the first time.
It makes me dream, makes me sing,
For a love that's so sublime.

I keep running around,
Feeling the rain fall on my shoulders.
It's like you are touching me...
With my tears coming down my face.

However...

It's permament the way I've loved you,
Since the moment we kissed each other for the first time.
It makes me dance, it makes me romance.
For a moment that is just so high.

After all we've been through together...
After all that we've shared and made our own,
You just have left me with all my fears and tears...
Where did you go?

But never...

It's permanent the way I've missed you,
Since the day you looked at me for the last time.
It made me smile, it made me dazed,
For a feeling that will never fade.

segunda-feira, 6 de julho de 2009

...

Why is it so hard
To find out a solution to us?
Why do I just want to sleep
And wake up when this all ends.

I can't see the light at the end of this tunnel...
This pain is never over,
but my life ...
is almost there.

I don't know what to do anymore,
I don't know where to run to,
I don't have any other expectations
Other than simply cry.

Sit down or stand up and run away?
Stand still or get moving?
What am I supposed to do with this?
God help me ...

Take this anguish out of my chest
I wanna break free from this place I'm in...
When will I be able to do so?
Only You know...

domingo, 24 de maio de 2009

Run away

Don't waste my time
Anymore
Why should I chase
Instead of waiting on you?

You bring me up
You throw me down
Take me in
Take me out
Call my name and let me know
Before I run away.

I gotta run every way
Climb every mountain
To see where it ends
For you and for me.

You bring me up
You throw me down
Take me in
Take me out
Call my name and let me know
Before I run away.

If I could be in your shoes
You'd see where I'd go
And what I would do
Realize I'm not meant for you.

You brought me up
You threw me down
Took me in
Took me out

You called my name
Finally it was too late
Cause I made up my mind
And ran away.

sábado, 23 de maio de 2009

Be my baby

You play me by a fool
But I'm still in love with you
This feeling is killing me
Who are you to make me feel like this?

Why do I have to hide that I love you
You know it so well
Don't keep me into the darkest skies
Bring me into the light, like a sunny day

Why should I feel like
Feel like falling
Falling for your love baby
Be my, be my, be my baby

Living on the edge
Crying out for your name
Searching for you all night long
Why do you keep hiding on the other side?

Even when you walk on by
And I can only hear the sound of your voice
I should keep on imagining ...

Why should I feel like
Feel like falling
Falling for your love baby
Be my, be my, be my baby

After all,
You still make me feel
Totally crazy for you.

segunda-feira, 6 de abril de 2009

I'm not happy anymore.

I'm not happy anymore.
That sparkle I had is long gone.
I don't want to be something I'm not.
I'm not happy anymore.

The reason I had to believe has disappeared,
Since it doesn't matter what I do...
How long I'm commited...
How much I show you that I care.

I am just going to start listening to myself
And move on soon...
It's not a part of me.
It's just not myself anymore.

I'm not happy anymore
And there's nothing I can do about it...
There's so much to show...
And so nothing to get back.

You can have it your way...
But...
I'm not happy anymore.

quarta-feira, 1 de abril de 2009

Where did we go wrong?

Where did we go wrong?
What happened to both you and me...
Whenever we were together it's just so special...
What happened to both you and me?

How long will you remember me for?
Only for a single night ... till the tears stop falling
From my eyes... my heart burning inside...
Where did we go wrong?

I don't know for how long I'll be able to live
by this memory I keep inside my mind...
Everything is as frozen as it used to be.
Stop me from falling into my own mistakes.

Feel me, grab me, break me...
Kiss me, ignore me, take a look into my eyes...
Don't leave me little by little,
Don't go around in circles as you always do.

Give me new life, breathe into me...
Run under my skin, keep me standing still...
Crawl to me... tell me anything...
I'm a shadow of what I used to be... where did we go wrong?

domingo, 15 de março de 2009

Insistir...

Insistir em tentar... é ao mesmo tempo insistir em esquecer.

Esquecer que eu vivi de certa forma pensando no que seria de mim com você...
Você, que está dentro de mim... que faz meu ar se esvair toda vez que penso no que seria...

Seria... sim... talvez não porque eu queira, mas porque está destinado a ser assim.
Eu? Para que levar minha própria vida em consideração... quando me preocupo muito mais com tudo ao meu redor do que comigo mesma...

Minha vida está parada. Apenas esperando algo de magnífico acontecer e me tirar desta loucura que envolve meus pensamentos.

Pensamentos que refletem a ilusão de um dia ter você como eu realmente quero.

Não por um dia...
Não por uma noite...
Nem por um fim de semana.

Eu quero você pra minha vida toda.

Não somos nós... nem eu e você.

Somos apenas...

Eu!
.
.
.
E
.
.
.
Você!

Minha vida não pertence a tua, e nem a tua pertence a minha...
Somos dois estranhos que compartilhamos um sentimento insano e algo mais profundo que nenhum dos dois ainda ousou descobrir.

domingo, 8 de março de 2009

Junto ou sem você

Você anda ... eu corro pela rua... pensando como seria se ela realmente existisse.Como se ela não fosse apenas um fruto dessa mente insana que não deixa de pensar em você.....


A chuva não consegue te molhar, afinal de contas, eu te protejo contra qualquer perigo que possa lhe cercar.Suas lágrimas não passam de memórias minhas? E todas as noites que eu passei em claro, decidindo o que fazer, deixando minha voz calar, cada lágrima dessa não tem valor algum?EU ME PERMITO TODAS AS MEMÓRIAS QUE TEMOS! Por certo elas de algo valeram... para crescer ou para sonhar... elas ainda fazem parte de mim....

Você me entregou suas emoções... são muito mais do que meros sorrisos. E valem muito mais...Pena que só para mim...

Sim? Não?

Como você tem coragem de dizer que graças a mim nada aconteceu ou acontecerá? Um sim, um não, um nunca... uma demora...Uma espera sem sentido... sem razão de existir..

Tudo tem uma primeira, uma segunda, uma terceira vez de existir... será que estou certa em seguir por esse caminho?

Entregue-me não apenas suas emoções... entregue-me sua essência... seu encanto. A minha ainda possuo, apenas não sei em que cantinho do meu coração isso se encontra....

Obrigada por todos os momentos que você me permitiu sorrir, e também pelos momentos que me permitiu chorar... sozinha... para lavar minha alma.Você quer ter minhas lágrimas? Apenas pegue meu coração, faça-me sentir feliz...As lágrimas virão.

Naturalmente... mas pelo sentido verdadeiro.

A felicidade de ser...

Eu mesma.

Junto ou sem você.