Mine..

Think...
Presume...
Consider...
Reflect... on what it can be...

Assume that it's supposed to happen,
Believe it can be true,
See that everybody has a chance,
Understand you're becoming part of my life.

Feel...
Observe...
Appreciate...
Receive... nothing but what I've been asking from you...

Explore every bit of your intimacy,
Try to be around you as I'd love to,
Embrace you like a baby,
Have you for myself.

Glimpse...
Peek...
Gaze into my eyes...
And see that you're reflected on them everyday.

I'm not ready

Why can't I tell you that I want you?

It scares me to even think of your reaction
If you would accept me,
If you would run away from me,
So I would be here just alone as I am now.

What if I tried?

Maybe I'd get you for a day,
Or even for a night.
Would it be for real?
Would it be all a game?

Do you want to know what I feel?

I feel I can get to your heart
I want to reach out to you
I wish you'd permanently be by my side...
That's what I want from you.

However,
This kind of things only happens in my dreams
And I'm not ready
To let you know yet.

In my dreams

In my imagination
In my dreams
Where you show all your different colors
That's where you are

Should I try to rush or hold it back?
Why can't I stop thinking about you since that night
When you came up into my mind
And never left?

Truth is strange sometimes
And I can't help living with this contradiction
That is in front of me
I just can't let go

Should I ask or should I just wait for my turn?
I'm so afraid of this feeling
After long nights of crying against my pillow
It's here again.

Why do I always go the same way?
It's that smile that hypnotizes me
Whenever I see you...
Everyday... in my dreams... my reality

Impossible

What's going on with me?
I'm scared of what I might do
If you keep coming closer to me
And telling me these things you do.

I like to be in control
I like to be the boss
That's the place I'm in
I want to live this fantasy.

That smile
Those words you say
The way you play the game
It's just so right.

Why?
Why do you have to be impossible?
Why can't I even have the chance to try?
I want to try... I want to take the risk.

You are just more than what I could dream of
You are so different from everything that I know
You see me as I want everybody to see
Why can't you have me?

I'll wait ...
Wait for the game
Wait to play
Wait to be ...

With you again.

Vain

Everytime I take a look into your eyes
Every morning
When you smile at me
You mess with my mind.

I can't hide my desires anymore
You command my whole body
You make me weak, it feels so good
I just keep trying to be in control.

It's in vain
Whatever I try to do
It just shows who you are
It's so vain
The more I don't want you, the more I do

Stick around
Make my heart rush
When you call my name
My whole body trembles

Don't ever let my ego get between you and I
I admit it
Boy, you knock me down
Like a damn curse, you knock me down

It's in vain
Whatever I try to do
It just shows who you are
It's so vain
The more I don't want you, the more I do

Bring me up and knock me down again

Written by Sky Angel and Little One

Permanent

We've shared the laughter,
We've shared the tears,
I've shared my pain,
You've driven me insane.

However...

It's permanent the way I've felt about you,
Since the day we met for the first time.
It makes me dream, makes me sing,
For a love that's so sublime.

I keep running around,
Feeling the rain fall on my shoulders.
It's like you are touching me...
With my tears coming down my face.

However...

It's permament the way I've loved you,
Since the moment we kissed each other for the first time.
It makes me dance, it makes me romance.
For a moment that is just so high.

After all we've been through together...
After all that we've shared and made our own,
You just have left me with all my fears and tears...
Where did you go?

But never...

It's permanent the way I've missed you,
Since the day you looked at me for the last time.
It made me smile, it made me dazed,
For a feeling that will never fade.

...

Why is it so hard
To find out a solution to us?
Why do I just want to sleep
And wake up when this all ends.

I can't see the light at the end of this tunnel...
This pain is never over,
but my life ...
is almost there.

I don't know what to do anymore,
I don't know where to run to,
I don't have any other expectations
Other than simply cry.

Sit down or stand up and run away?
Stand still or get moving?
What am I supposed to do with this?
God help me ...

Take this anguish out of my chest
I wanna break free from this place I'm in...
When will I be able to do so?
Only You know...