Anymore...

I'm sick and tired of believing I know you
It's as if I'm incapable of understanding deep inside your eyes
What is that you are feeling
What is the reason you make me through so much pain inside

I'm tired of your attitude
About never really showing what you want
I'm tired of your words
Telling me everyday the same damn thing

You don't have to say anything to me
Don't take the phone, don't write to me...
Simply ignore me as if I didn't exist.
It's easier for you... it's easier for me.

I'll just drive along the road
With the radio on...
Trying to forget every single moment we spent together
Every moment we shared...

You say you wanna see me smiling,
How is that possible when everything you do is to see me cry.

I can't handle it anymore...
It's too much for me...
And I believe, it's nothing at all to you...
Anymore...

Jealousy

After having you for so long,
Seeing you go with another one,
But not me is so hard...

How will I deal with that?

How can I handle this feeling that is taking over my heart...
When I see you laughing with her, talking to her, caring for her...
And forgetting that I'm here...
That I've been here all this time...
That I was yours.

Will you let me go forever?
Or will you keep thinking about me even if it's as a distant love you had once in your life?

Inside my heart, you'll be there...
I'll keep the good memories within...
Thinking about everything we went through...
Even if the jealousy consumes me,
It's gonna be unbearable and impossible to ever erase what you've been to me.